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[28 Jul 2004|01:50pm]

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[25 Jul 2004|05:11pm]

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[25 Jul 2004|03:37pm]
modda trucka
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[24 Jul 2004|10:04pm]
!!!!!I DONT WANNA MOVE!!!!!!
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[20 Jul 2004|03:32pm]
[ mood | sodalicious? ]
[ music | gigi's remix ( ha ha gigi ) ]

COKE

or

PEPSI

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[19 Jul 2004|12:48pm]
HATE ME?
or
LOVE ME?
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[16 Jul 2004|09:52pm]
i want him.
im not sure if i need him.

- sorry lisa
- sorry karla
- sorry santa clause
- sorry everyone. and when i say everyone, i mean EVERYONE
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[16 Jul 2004|11:20am]
[ mood | B-O-R-E-D ]
[ music | scooby doo ]

i just figured out that my life is pretty brilliant!

even thou my brother is laying on the floor with his shirt off:

And im stuck on that special guy:

i get jelous easily:

my brother threw a water botle at me:

my hand hurts:

i wanna get out of here:

im bored:

scharf is gone:

i think courtneys at church camp:

i have a horse jaw ( NICK )

my sister ate my chips ( what a retard ):

im not sure if i want to go to *his* bar mitzfa:

IM FUCKING BORED:



even though there are plenty more things wrong with my life......




i guess its still okaye

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[13 Jul 2004|03:58pm]
[ mood | REALLY bored ]

Je suis all faire des emplettes sur ventura hier et ai eu un
souffle. je veux le faire encore, quoique j'aille faire des emplettes
journalier. hein. dunno i. im la maison maintenant et son un peu
alsage... mais moi devinent son bon pour tre la maison. moi et
l'alliosn sont frais encore mais je ne pense pas que le courtney
m'aime dsormais verymuch. je n'aime pas n'importe qui. im se
dplaant bientt. je pense. je veux rester millikan. mais u
tout savent cette histoire.

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[11 Jul 2004|10:49pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | your body is wonderland- john mayer ]

one of theese days, im gonna dance in the rain
party till the sun comes up
and get high till there are no emotions in my body left

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[10 Jul 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | intrested ]
[ music | ashley yelling ]

 

 

would u be mad at a "friend" whos nice to u when your alone with them, but talks shit about u behind your back?

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[08 Jul 2004|01:07am]
comment annomously on the mean things ive done to u
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[06 Jul 2004|11:02pm]
i TOTALY agree with rebecca goldberg.....to know what im talking about, just read below





"Just a heads up, being dumped for the first time...its weird, u dont know how to react. You want to tell people but u dont want to seem like a heartbroken puupy, but u kind of feel bad, i mean u just got ur heart broken and...i dunno its hard to explain i guess...the feeling of being heart broken...it hurts, but u have to move on. You have to get back up. You have to look in the mirror and tell yourself, mistakes happen. Things happen. Life happens, and when it's over, it's just over."

*i added a little in myself

" even though it may not be your first time being dumped, it may be the first time a guy has meant so much to you when you broke up. there is nothing you can do to change his mind. he decided that its over for a reason, and even though the guy may say a cheesy line like its not you, its me
he has a way better reason than that. but maybe he has a shy way of presenting it. its o.k to still like your ex boyfriend because you saw something in him whille you guys were going out, why not still like him? he hasnt changed. the only thing that has changed is your relationship. when its over, its just over. and it may seem a little harsh but hey, thats life."
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wah? [05 Jul 2004|03:38pm]
[ mood | disgarced ]
[ music | rape me- nirvana ]

jessica had a picnic with courtey

jessica walked pookey

jessica went swimming

jessica is trying to make her brother a cool kid

jessica is going to find out the secret of the screen name

jessica dosent want to.........?

jessica misses him ( no...not HIM )

jessica misses nick star ...awwwww

jessica smells like broccali

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isnt summer swell? [04 Jul 2004|12:38pm]
[ mood | patriotic ]
[ music | im proud to be a mexican.....ha ha ]

Happy 4th of july modda fuckas

 

 

my day has SO FAR consisted of:

*charlie and frankie onnarati

* gay parade

* Jacob Small (A.K.A Elias's little brother)

* free food

* rape

* wet socks

* trampiline

* tall tales

* dressing very patriotic

and it WILL consist of.......

 

* shexy courtney

* beautiful fireworks

* and a  barbaque ( more of me being a fattie)

 

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[03 Jul 2004|06:01pm]
BITE ME HOE
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shut the fuck up haters [01 Jul 2004|10:56am]
[ mood | more annoyed ]
[ music | the reason...hobbastank ]

00ooo00OOOKAY........

yes, i do not like karla
and yes, karla dosent like me

yes, ally hates me
but i dont hate ally

yes, rebecca small was mad at me for ditching her service
but i made it up to her so stay out of my buisness

yes, i like elias
and i still wanna stay with him

yes, even thou courtney CAN get on my nerves and we get into fights
she will always be my best frend

yes, everyone thinks im using jesica scharf but im not
and were TRUE friends

yes, people are mad at me for being a "bitch" to allison (you know who you are)
but it has NOTHIN to do with u and even if u DO wanna defend her cause shes your friend, shit the fuck up

yes, ure probably gonna make annonomoys comments cussing me out or w/e
but please be a big kid and show yourself. cause this is as true as ive ever gotten

i know some people are annoyed of me but if u are....dont talk to me
cause i bet im annoyed with u too

yes, ally has the soccer sweater, but kayla has mine
and 2 wrongs dont make a right

TWO WORDS:



VOLCOM-SWEATER

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WITCH WAY WAS BETTER.......... [30 Jun 2004|12:05am]

Me + Allison ( when she was going out with elias ) = happy friends

or........

Allison + Elias = me NOT going out with Elias but Allison and me where still best friends

 

 

 

 

OR.........

 

Me + Elias = Allison hating me

 

OR................

 

Me + NO elias = Ally still probably hating me and missing Elias :(

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the consiquences of life [29 Jun 2004|11:05am]
[ mood | i dont know what to do ]

WHY IS SHE SO UPSET?

i dont think i did anything wrong

i try to talk

she slams the door

they all think " wow what a whore "

it may seem like im mad , maybe i am

when i see them together it makes me sad

im scared

things will change

they have to

i know they do

what do i think of ?

me and you

they really dont get it

but neither do i

its funny how time flys by

i wanna see you

but if i see you , i wont see her

if its over will i have something else to gain back

because im not happy either way

why cant i love and still be friends?

after this , its the end

---------------------------------- wow......i just had to look back on his old entrys. i miss the old me. the girl who had nothing to do on friday nights. the girl who didnt talk shit about everyone. the girl who would be too afriad to kiss someone. the girl who would talk to her parents , but wouldnt tell them anything. the girl who just had fun living with what she had. the girl with nothing planned, yet everything to do. the girl with just a couple REALLY close friends. oh god. what happened to me?
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[28 Jun 2004|05:36pm]
i hate

birds

and

mooses

cant forget

fags

and fattys
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